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October 25th, 2010 by biscuit

Have you ever wondered if you’re crazy and you just don’t know?

I’ve heard that if you’re crazy, it never occurs to you to wonder if you’re crazy, but I’m going to have to call bullshit on that. In my SUPER extensive (and totally literarily based) experience, crazy people have moments all the time where they realize they might be crazy.

It’s not that I think I’m crazy.

I don’t DO anything crazy. I mostly just hang out with my dogs and my man and do my homework and go for runs and go to class. None of those things say ‘crazy’ to me.

It’s just that, sometimes, I wonder. What if what I think is normal isn’t? Or worse, what if what I think I’m doing isn’t what I’m doing? What if, like Buffy in that one episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer which is the best show ever so shut your whore mouth while you’re talking about it, I’m in some institution somewhere, all doped up and insisting that I really am in Algorithm Design class to my doctors?

I wonder if the meds are good, in that probably-not institution. I wonder if it’s relaxing there.

Anyway. Pretty sure I’m not crazy. You?

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3 Responses to “delusional smelusional”

  1. Awlbiste says:

    I’m pretty sure I’m not crazy because if I was delusional I think I’d imagine up some life waaay more interesting than the one I’ve got.

    Also Buffy rules.

    Also also, Angel rules.

  2. D says:

    All-righty then… Of COURSE I’m crazy. I’ve suffered from anxiety all my life which in turn paralyzes me or causes me to make poor decisions, which in turn makes me very angry. But you knew that right? Hey, you asked. (At least I don’t hallucinate… I think… )
    B’s Mom gave me a box full of old CD’s to see if there was anything I wanted… and lo and behold!!! THERE it is! “Once More With Feeling”. Buffy, the musical. Yeah baby…

    BD

  3. biscuit says:

    Also, Firefly.

    Did anyone ever go batshit crazy in Angel? I don’t remember.

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